The Much Needed Fillip.. :)

And finally, here goes my first ever blog.... Never did i think i'd be establishin my foray into bloggin so soon. The very name "Blog" sounded too bombastic , n made me conclude that its only the connoisseurs of English who try out their hands in it.. Little did i realize that bloggin is more or less a euphemism for "diary writing".. (May not be completely right though..)

Lemme now talk about the entity which ignited in me the desire for bloggin.. And that's what i call 'loneliness' .. It myt sound downright absurd that I feel lonely in a world that is perennially abuzz with frenzied activity...With so many people around me who've always contributed to my joy and who've partaken my disappointments ,this so called 'emptiness' is smthn which has to be infinite light years away...Having been blessed with parents who are all ready to go to any extent to fulfil every fatuous desire I mouth , havin been bestowed upon by friends who never falter to give me the much required moral support n patiently listen to my hogwash ; cousins who always guide me through my career and personal life , why do i have to feel left out ?? Despite having a decent number of achievements to my credit,why am I so disgruntled ?? Why do I not feel the bliss of gettin placed ?? Whose company is my heart yearnin for ?? Whom am I frantically searchin for ?? Whom do I feel like pourin my heart out to ?? Whose glimpse is my eyes cravin to dream of ?? Is it the lacuna of a soul mate which is takin a toll on me ?? Do I actually know what I want ?? Or do i simply do not want to confess to it ?? After makin umpteen vain attempts of answerin those perturbin questions..I realized that perhaps my ruffled soul needs time for itself .. needs time to talk to itself.. It needs an avocation which enables it to dodge those posers and probably fill in the tormentin void ... !! And bloggin precisely holds the key to this unusual crunch :) :)